100 goodbyes

Staring at the sky, nothing but emptiness

No stars shimmer tonight, in my darkness

This night, forever it seems to last

And I’m here alone, passing my past

I said a hundred goodbyes

But none of them help

All our dreams at one end

And at the other everything else

She can’t see me, no she doesn’t see

How I try, to just let it be

When I dial ten numbers just to keep the phone

And I don’t text her, even when alone

I know how far me she has led

Still I can’t get her out of my head

And I said a hundred goodbyes

But none of them help

All our love at one end

And at the other everything else

Its 5am and I still can’t sleep

‘cause I can’t face her even in my dreams

I ask stupid questions and regret

Every word she ever said echoes in my head

There’s nothing there, just a silhouette

And I keep promising, even that I’ll forget

And I say another hundred goodbyes

No, still none of them help

All my life at one end

And at the other everything else

“a forever”

“a forever”

Your love is more precious than mine

Baby you mustn’t know, I don’t have much time

Even though I wish a forever with you

You must go find another love which is true

You remember all the songs I wrote for you

And all the promises that I made

I can’t be faithful and sing them all

As with time, away I fade

Think of it all as a big lie

Time to go, without bidding goodbye

Like the clouds disappear, after the rain

I’m leaving you forever, won’t be back again

Your love is more precious than mine

Now you know, I dint have much time

How I wished a forever with you

Fulfil my last wish, find a love which is true