Judge me, please

Don’t judge me by my past

'cause I don't live there anymore
Don’t judge me for what I do
You don't know my reasons or my chore

And don't judge me, my short love

Because forgetting you, was so long

Don't judge me for how I act

'cause you weren't there, when I cracked

Don't judge, don't say

“If I were you, I’d be brave”

Don't give me, clichés

My burdens you don't weigh

My burdens, my burdens

You don’t weigh my burdens

Step in my shoes, come walk, just once

Yes, these scorched tan tattered ones

And then...

Go ahead and judge me, all my friends

If you don't know me, nobody can

To the shadowy corners of your heart

Silently crawl, go ahead and judge me all

Go ahead and judge this dark song

Give me something to prove you wrong

Go ahead and judge me, thick as thieves

It’s no longer a grief, no longer a grief

Social Killer

Social Killer

Life’s so poignant, so pretentious

I’ve lost everything for me that was precious

I’ve been stung still bearing the sourness

I hate what god has put upon us

Now I just cannot lie low

Will surge with time as the time just flows

I’ll go out and have some fun

So I pick my knife and I pick my gun

Tonight I go and find my prey

A striving soul with life dark grey

And to free them from suffering and strife

I slice them with my sharp edged knife

They may scream, they may fear

But I calm them down, say “My dear”

“I’ve seen the struggle and the pain

You be so good but all ends in stain

Life’s no spring, but season of blood rain

Its worthless, nothing you can gain”

“I’m here to help you out

So don’t scream, dear don’t shout

Look at the sky and the angel up there

Coming down, just little more to bear

Soon you’ll be happy, soon you’ll be free

I’m god’s will to end all your misery”

And in my arms as they die

I kiss their forehead, bid them goodbye

And on the ground as the cadaver lay

I hold their hand, for them pray

“No more will you be forsaken

You’ll be an angel in god’s own heaven”

I pick up my knife, go back home

Still lonely still all alone

I’m no angel with the shining light

I’m just a source to answer their plight

So I sleep and rest, ‘cause life’s not fair

Tomorrow I find more and take their care.

Where To..

Where To..

It’s not so much where we are

But in what direction we are moving

Is this the friendship that we were saying

We’ll have when we grow up

Lost in the race rapt in gallop

Not only me not only you

The rendezvous have only been few

The laughs we shared the moments of care

Gone are the days of truths and dares

Now we just reminisce in this empty space

We judge amiss turn dark debase

It’s not about you it’s not about me

It’s the trust that I cannot now see

You were the best and you still are

For how long, just tell me how far

Tell me now, tell me true

It’s not about old, it’s not about the new

It’s about friendship that we viewed

As forever or always whateva’ came last

And we said “till death do us part”

If this is the time that I die

If there is no time for a late goodbye

If this is the last rhyme that we are sharing

Tell me in what direction are we moving